titis and grandma

all right...

i love my grandma.. may be this crazy thought is gotten from her.. hahahaha.. like grandma like granddaughter..

my grandma is so old.. often she got sick.. we cant stop her doing nothing.. she always moving and moving.. even she goes to the farm behind the home.. actually it is a forest.. yup.. homogen forest but now no trees there.. :(

i'll try to tell you about this forest and my childhood.. it is one of my favorite place.. it has rivers, and many fish live there.. the air is so fresh.. i and my uncle usually went there with our buffaloes.. hhahaha.. actually, i scared with the buffaloes.. but i like their eyes.. so wide and peaceful.. u know? if they hurt, they can cry.. i and my cousin usually play in the river.. try to swim, but oh.. i cant swim.. just playing the water from nearest stone... wat a poor girl!

back to my grandma...

if i went there, i always sleep in her bedroom with her.. i used to spend all hollidays there, one week or even two weeks.. wow.. when sleeping with her, she always gave stories.. many stories.. usually it made me laugh.. hahahaha.. i love the stories.. and i want more and more.. till i fall asleep.. 

in her bedroom.. usually we share our thoughts.. the serious one to the silly one.. her postal plans and others.. oh, my nanny.. we both have the similar crazy thoughts.. hahahaha..

grandma, i m extremely sorry that i cant visit u so often now.. yeah.. i am sorry.. but i still love u grandma..